Not so Happy

How can one day be so great and the next so not? I was just basking in the sale of our condo and now this? I guess the details don't really matter. It's SUPAF drama anyway. The worst/best of it was when I came home to FINALLY take it easy to find a pool in my kitchen. The faucet finally died. It's been dying- slowly. Now it's buried. Mike is gone so I called my dad. He's the best. Told me what to do and talked me through it. Then called his buddy here in town and the guy came over, looked at my sink, then, with my dad's money, bought me a new faucet and installed it. I have the best dad. I haven't cried in a few months, but I cried today. I cried out of frustration, hurt, and gratitude. It was good to cry, and I'm sure I'll do it again tonight out of exhaustion and loneliness. Did I mention I was mean to my kids today too? I was short with them. Tyson hit Brayden (something that has never happened before) and I got so mad at him. He spend a great deal of time in his room and we haven't gotten a long all night. I sat with my sad 7 yr old at bedtime and told him I loved him and that I was sorry. Didn't make me feel much better but I hope he forgives me and I hope he can help me by choosing good things. I fed my kids at 7:15 tonight, and all I have eaten is a breakfast bar and a few much needed chocolates. Time to break out some leftovers and clean up my mess of a kitchen now that the kids are in bed. Mike- come home.